SOUL

I have been to life,I have been to death
Still from both of those have no regrets
I wanted a truimphant self
I got a beleaguered soul
I could manage to keep my face in veil
But wounded conscience left unconsoled.

Kya Meri asliyat kya meri pehchan

Kya Meri asliyat kya meri pehchan
miti main mil jaubga hu miti se bana insaan

khilona khwab ka liye firta hu
jhujti hui haqeeqaton ke dauraan

uthkar sambhalta raha na jaane kaise
anginat giravaton ke darmiyaan

rah-e-wafa se kabhi jo ho guzar to dekhna
hain ret par aaj bhi kuch kadmon ke nishaan

raaste aksar dikhate hai unhe rasta
saath na ho jinke hunsafar na karwaan

daulat aur shohrat se kabhi na tola kijiye
mere sher hi hain meri aakhri pehchhan.

Chand umeedon ke hawale jab humne zindgai kar li

Chand umeedon ke hawale jab humne zindgai kar li
Dafnaya un ummedon ko samje khudkhushi kar li

Andhere bhi rahe hain kucch talabgaar mere
Dilon ko jalakar jab humne roshni kar li

Muuh hum bhi fer chuke the ab duaaon se
Duriyaan unhon ne jab neki se kar li

Hain ishq takhallus bandgi ka suna tha 'Deep'
Humne bhi socha kucch der bandgi kar li

Majburiya zahir karna apni fitrat na thi
shayri ke bahane thodi aapbeeti kar li

Nature is the best make up artist ,or else how would devilish hearts have angelic faces.

Jazba-E-Umid Se Mila Hain Dard Ka Fasana

Jazba-E-Umid Se Mila Hain Dard Ka Fasana
Kis Umid Per Kayam Hain Ab Ye Zamana

Tark-E-wafa Koi Seekhey Bhi Toh Tumse
Mushkil Hain Itna Kya Wafayein Nibhana

Lutf Se Pee Raha Tha Alam Khushiyo Ke Jaam
Humne Jab Chaha Peena To Tuta Har Paimana

Hausla-E-Dil Se Hum Nigahein Mila Bhi Lete
Kya Khub Aata Tha Magar Unhe Nigaahein Churana

Fir Usi Rehguzar Per Laayi Hain Yaadein "deep"
Fir Tarsa Hain Kisike Liye Kisika Ashiyaana

Mere Dost

Mere dost main woh nahi jo dikhta hu
Jaan bujkar maine ek libaas pehen rakha hain
jo muje tumhare sawalon se bachata hain
aur tumhe mere taghaful se

Mere dost jab tum guzrti hui hawa ki aur ishaara karte ho
mera dil to kisi samunder ki gehraiyon main khoya rehta hain
tumhare kehne par hi main apni gehraiyon se uthkar
guzarti hui in hawaon ko mehsus kar leta hu,
kyunki main jaanta hu tum mere samunder ko samaj nahi paoge

Jab tumhara yaha kisi ujle din ki shuruat hoti hain
mere waha ek suni raat apna geet gungunati hain
tumahri nazro se main suraj ki kirno ko failta hua dekh leta hu
jab ki tum taaron se pankh ladaati meri raat nahi dekh paate

Dost jab tum kisi jannat ki aur chal padte ho
main apne jahanum main simat jaata hu,
tunhare saath main kabhi jannat ko dekh leta hu
par hamesha main tumhe apne jahanum se dur rakhta hu
kyunki main jaanta hu yaha ki aag tumhari aankhein jala degi
aur yaha ka dhuaa tumahra chehra pighla dega,

Jab tum has padte ho main bhi has leta hu
tumahre khwabo ki duniya main sang tumhare ho leta hu
meri jujlaati hui haqeeqat se tumhe bahut dur le jaata hu
kyunki tum meri deewani duniya se waqef nahi
aur muje tumhare jaha se nahi koi wasta
fir bhi ae dost ,saath saath
hum chal padte hain kisi anjaan safar per
thame dosti ka haath..

"I am trying my best.Life doesn't sing always.We have to be patient with silences of Life."-K.Gibran.

Again the report came.It is as usual a saddening one.From last six months my life has been swinging like pendulum to and fro ,without any direction,just like it has been for past several years.Still the world around me goes on as usual,the sun rises everyday,everyday my parents so beautifully juggle around there proffessional,social and religious chores,my brother keeps himself busy with his projects,friends and phonecalls,as usual night comes,shares some of my loneliness with her and passes by.Friendship this days isnt like it used to be in the past,it has become much sophisticated and comes with a 'do not disturb' discretionary tag .So at the end i am left with me and my solitude.
I only have the darkness of night which keeps staring at me from the corners of my room,as i reveal my despair to the night the darkness plucks the tears from my eyes which i keep hiding from this world.Ain't the dewdrops on the flowers in the early morning the same pearls that night delivers from the ocean of my eyes to the daylight.The sighs on my lips that that the gentle breeze kisses in the silence of the night ,somewhere get dissolved in the hustle and bustle of the city in the day.Does eyes reveal what the heart tries to hide?I have noticed the pain,the suffering,the agony in many a eyes,but i am still ignorant of the fact does my eyes announce to the world the fact that i consciously try to conceal.It is like a burden which i know can not be parted from my fate which i have to keep carrying all along with me but a voice besides me keeps urging to me that i won't be able to drag it all alone, i will have to trust someone and share my distress.The voice that keeps hitting my deaf ears time and again.