Mere Dost

Mere dost main woh nahi jo dikhta hu
Jaan bujkar maine ek libaas pehen rakha hain
jo muje tumhare sawalon se bachata hain
aur tumhe mere taghaful se

Mere dost jab tum guzrti hui hawa ki aur ishaara karte ho
mera dil to kisi samunder ki gehraiyon main khoya rehta hain
tumhare kehne par hi main apni gehraiyon se uthkar
guzarti hui in hawaon ko mehsus kar leta hu,
kyunki main jaanta hu tum mere samunder ko samaj nahi paoge

Jab tumhara yaha kisi ujle din ki shuruat hoti hain
mere waha ek suni raat apna geet gungunati hain
tumahri nazro se main suraj ki kirno ko failta hua dekh leta hu
jab ki tum taaron se pankh ladaati meri raat nahi dekh paate

Dost jab tum kisi jannat ki aur chal padte ho
main apne jahanum main simat jaata hu,
tunhare saath main kabhi jannat ko dekh leta hu
par hamesha main tumhe apne jahanum se dur rakhta hu
kyunki main jaanta hu yaha ki aag tumhari aankhein jala degi
aur yaha ka dhuaa tumahra chehra pighla dega,

Jab tum has padte ho main bhi has leta hu
tumahre khwabo ki duniya main sang tumhare ho leta hu
meri jujlaati hui haqeeqat se tumhe bahut dur le jaata hu
kyunki tum meri deewani duniya se waqef nahi
aur muje tumhare jaha se nahi koi wasta
fir bhi ae dost ,saath saath
hum chal padte hain kisi anjaan safar per
thame dosti ka haath..

"I am trying my best.Life doesn't sing always.We have to be patient with silences of Life."-K.Gibran.

Again the report came.It is as usual a saddening one.From last six months my life has been swinging like pendulum to and fro ,without any direction,just like it has been for past several years.Still the world around me goes on as usual,the sun rises everyday,everyday my parents so beautifully juggle around there proffessional,social and religious chores,my brother keeps himself busy with his projects,friends and phonecalls,as usual night comes,shares some of my loneliness with her and passes by.Friendship this days isnt like it used to be in the past,it has become much sophisticated and comes with a 'do not disturb' discretionary tag .So at the end i am left with me and my solitude.
I only have the darkness of night which keeps staring at me from the corners of my room,as i reveal my despair to the night the darkness plucks the tears from my eyes which i keep hiding from this world.Ain't the dewdrops on the flowers in the early morning the same pearls that night delivers from the ocean of my eyes to the daylight.The sighs on my lips that that the gentle breeze kisses in the silence of the night ,somewhere get dissolved in the hustle and bustle of the city in the day.Does eyes reveal what the heart tries to hide?I have noticed the pain,the suffering,the agony in many a eyes,but i am still ignorant of the fact does my eyes announce to the world the fact that i consciously try to conceal.It is like a burden which i know can not be parted from my fate which i have to keep carrying all along with me but a voice besides me keeps urging to me that i won't be able to drag it all alone, i will have to trust someone and share my distress.The voice that keeps hitting my deaf ears time and again.

Life is a pleasnt surprise of brutal shocks.

Youth ,for most of us is a celebration of life , a spring time where life is at its best of colours.A passage of time which the traveller of life cherishes and remembers throughout his journey.But as it usually happens,if there is light on one side of earth there ought to be darkness on the other.For some unprivileged mortals like me youth has never been so benevolent.The time when the world around me was floating in heavens i was busy dragging myself on the ground..The race of life is always cherishing for those flying souls .When i look back, i still am confused to what went wrong so rapidly that still the shattered pieces of my life are in a disarray.
The horizons of dreams,the birds of hope are all so fragile against the forces of nature.Destiny suddenly tooks a face of a raging tempest and uprooted all of my strengths,shook all of my beliefs & robed me of all my pleasures.And still the darkness prevails clouting the shadows of my existence. I am trying to find some light though i know as always light will blind my eyes.The utter darkness that surrounds oneself ,brings with itself a hope ,a hope of a flame burning in distance,light that will scatter the dark clouds and illuminate our souls,just like a mirage that quenches a thirst of a wanderer in scorching desert.

Saahilon per bhi kabhi dubne ke armaan nikle

Saahilon per bhi kabhi dubne ke armaan nikle
Yaadon ki kashti se jab sehme se tufan nikle

Hausle bhi the bulund yaqeen kuchh iradon per bhi tha
Unhi galiyon mein ab na fir kisi ki jaan nikle

Mehak rahi thi raahein aaj fir usi khushbu se
Sametkar wo apni zulfon main na jaane kitne gulistan nikle

Iizhaar apne pyar ka hum bhi yeh kisse kar baithe
Phool se hoth hi aksar jazbaaton se bezubaan nikle

Kuch sabak apni zindagi se bhi liya karo "deep"
Jise tum samajte the manzil wo bas chhote se mukaam nikle

Jazba-E-Umid Se Mila Hain Dard Ka Fasana

Jazba-E-Umid Se Mila Hain Dard Ka Fasana
Kis Umid Per Kayam Hain Ab Ye Zamana

Tark-E-wafa Koi Seekhey Bhi Toh Tumse
Mushkil Hain Itna Kya Wafayein Nibhana

Lutf Se Pee Raha Tha Alam Khushiyo Ke Jaam
Humne Jab Chaha Peena To Tuta Har Paimana

Hausla-E-Dil Se Hum Nigahein Mila Bhi Lete
Kya Khub Aata Tha Magar Unhe Nigaahein Churana

Fir Usi Rehguzar Per Laayi Hain Yaadein "deep"
Fir Tarsa Hain Kisike Liye Kisika Ashiyaana

Wo Haq Is Tarah Muj Par Jatata Raha

wo haq apna is tarah muj par jatata raha
bankar ek khwab muje satataa raha

saari qayanat main ek cheez toh maangi thi
tu wo bhi dene se ghabrata raha

dekha hai humne apnio duaon ka asar
fir kuch maangne se isliye katrata raha

mere hisse ke phool tere daman main rakhkar
ghar apna kaaton se sajata raha

kuch khat apne bhi naam likh rakho
qaasid ghar tumhare khaali haath aata raha

thi tujhe kis roshni ki talash "deep"
kyu andheron main tu khud ko jalata raha